A shade of grey

So near yet so far..
So close yet I couldn't touch,
I dreamt of you like no one else
I felt your love like a soft cushion of roses
I could feel your body, pressed me hard
Wrapped around you not to lose you ever
So vibrant you made me feel
Like all the colors of a rainbow reel
I never thought it would end so soon
So soon like a blink of an eye
So soon like a flash on the sky
So near yet so far
I can see your face fading
I am trying to touch but I feel so numb
I can see you moving away
I am screaming but I feel so dumb
Lost all hope and I can only watch..
Watch your shadow mixing with infinity
Your bold fragrance growing milder
So near yet so far
Not near enough now..you have gone so far..
And all my wishes and my memories stood still
No more vibrant colors I could see
All I could see is a shade of grey..