Why Lord

I pray the lord Who's memories keep.

Bound my heart so I don't weep.

For these children that die every day.

Why lord why must i stay?

I took 23 pills to the head.

That night I should have been dead.

3 hours later I awoke with disgrace.

For a small child had taken my place.

Was it realy her time to die?

Come on lord I'm just as why

I was born on a bright sunny day

The same day you took Ruby away.

to my family that was a heavy lost.

Why was i born with such a heavy cost?

I'v risk my life many a time.

While some die before there first nursery ryhme.

Why lord whyam i still alive?

I'v almost driken myself to the point of death

Thinking there was nothing left

How many times have i sealed my fate

and you have never taken the bait.

How many children's lives have you taken

While mine is here fucken forsaken

I have these and many more

for when i hit that pearly door.

Reviews

[Toni Prehoda Kahler]

Raw and intense - you gave me a glimpse that made me uncomfotable.....I read it again, your questions seem to spill out on the floor - I hope you find answers from above.....thank you for impacting me....