Kissing tears.

Never ever gibe up on yourself

In the darkness of night I kiss my tears,
In hollow heart of mine I hug my fears.
The tornados of torture comes curling me over
And the shakes of insecurity grounding me deeper.
Buried under smiles are screams reaching to the height,
Happy journey plastered over lonely flight.
Mask on the damaged soul is placed
Like makeover done on an ugly face.
Silent nights and noisy pain
Takes me over to the world that's vain.
Feeling unwanted, hearts break, desires melt
And the kinds of pain that everyone felt.
My scars are louder than the thunder;
This turmoil grows magically deeper.
I am a wrecked ship in the stormy wave,
Shores are far, away from sight, I'm no more brave.
I kiss my tears while waiting for death,
In this life of corpse there's nothing left.
I dream of a after life I can possibly have,
Which will be hopefully better than this hell's cave.
In search of love and compassion were all born,
To learn lessons of life, move towards great God.
He is mere a spirit like us, but possess great peace in fray world;
And unlike us, It is a universe full of love, compassion pure as pearl.
A beautiful galaxy, more blissful than paradise described ever.
I will learn to love and live and be a soul at utter peace like never.
Yearning for self-love is all I do now,
Hopes are not high, not crashing down.
For the time that's left, lets make it elfin,
Mini pleasures of split second should be achieved.
Goodbye to the world that gave all existensive pain.
No more kissing tears, now on, a smile will play.