I Can Feel

Feeling of pure depression and desperation to feel something more than apathy.

I can't take it any longer

My heart beats fainter

I feel nothing

Not pain, nor pleasure

Not happiness, nor sorrow

 

The blade in my hand smiles

I smile back

Cold,

I can feel the cool of the metal

as it kisses my stomach

A pool of red glides across my belly

falls to the floor

leaving a trail

 

Pain

I can feel

 

I breath deeper

faster

harder

I draw the happy blade higher

the spring pumps from my chest

It exists

my heart exists

It lives beneath my chest

 

My bare body shudders

tears fall

I look above me in confusion

for these tears unpon my thigh

do not belong to me

 

I can feel

I gasp

I can feel

I say

I can feel

I shout

I can feel

I scream, I can feel

 

The blade smiles

as it enters new flesh

ending my pain

and ending hers

Author's Note

I wrote this and had this posted about three years ago but took all of my writings down for personal reasons. Although it is old, I find it moving and hope you do as well. Enjoy.

Reviews

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I find it moving aswell as flowing and has a great rhytm! 100/100 Once again a great write!

I'm glad you found it moving. That is what I was going for. Thanks for the review!

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No problem! :D