My Fault

Really old work

I’m running

I’m hiding

Again it is MY fault

Again I messed up

Why do I do this?

Why can’t I do anything right?

All I do is mess up

All I do is run

I’m scared

I can’t keep going

Please is anyone there?

Anyone I haven’t been able to harm yet?

You said I wouldn’t be able to harm you

So

Why aren’t you here?

Where are you?

Where am I?

Did you hurt me?

Or did I hurt you?

All of this is my fault

Isn’t that right?

I can’t find myself

Is anyone even listening?

Am I alone?

Am I truly gone from the world I was brought into?

Is this my fault?