in my mind

In my mind it's dark,

not a soul but me.

Some prefer the dark,

myself I enjoy light.

I've never been afraid of the dark,

sometimes I fear being alone.

Only fear fear right?

Wrong so very wrong,

I fear much more than fear.

 I fear one day I will be alone,

I already feel alone.

How bad could it be?

Worse than you think.

  Maybe I am paranoid, 

but at one time isn't everyone?

I mostly fear myself,

I know what I am capable of.

 People call me an angel,

I call myself nothing.

People think they know me,

yeah right I barely know myself.

 I have begun to fear both,

darkness and light.

I sometimes fear life,

but I don't welcome death.

  I feel as though I am just empty space,

a name and a face.

Few people know my story,

 many would like to.

 I would tell them if they would ask.

People always ask me whats wrong,

I tell them whats not absolutely nothing.

 The people who know my story worry for me,

I don't worry.

I know that my destiny an fate will come eventually,

I may not enjoy them but I shall respect them.

 I may grow used to the darkness,

start to welcome it perhaps.

I wish to see the faces of everyone who has doubted me,

right after I finish my story.

I shall gladly throw it in their faces.

Why didn't they just ask in the first place?

Am I really that terrible?

Do people fear me in the worst way imaginable?

Why do they hate me?

 I am going to begin living in the darkness,

I shall respect the horrors that live in the dark,.

I am scared.

I am alone,

darkness I welcome thee with pride.

Reviews

[ScoobyDooby]

@ line 21, replace "yeah right" with "yet" it makes it sounds smoother. (just a thought) its very personal and im sure others will connect with it like i have.. good job.

[Ghost Writer]

Thank you so much, I wasn't sure it was good. It is one of my best writings. I was hoping the reader would be able to relate in some way or understand what I feel.