No one to save me

I go threw suffering 
I go threw pain
with blood and tears 
i make it rain
wear a mask all day 
cry all night 
a happy life 
is out of sight
no one there for me 
no one that cares
no one to save me 
no one that dares
i just want out
of this terrible life 
that's why i use 
a sharp bladed knife
cut my wrist 
stab my throut
don't believe me?
don't think i wont
i hate my life i hate me 
just watch me cut
just watch and see