Why Do I Have To Pay?

How can I trust you this one last time?
How could I believe that you were mine?
What makes this time different from the rest?
Why should I put this to the test?
Why didn't you know this from the start?
Why did you make my world fall apart?
Why do I keep believing you?
Even if I'm not sure its true?
Why can't you just be with me and stay?
Why do I have to pay?