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 Am I an illusion?

My wants and needs just a delusion?

My heart and head collide

I dont know what to do

am I fake?

A happy life I need to make

Is this real?

my thoughts and secrets sealed

but at what cost?

Im f*****g lost

what is life?

What are these labels that can only be cut by a knife?

What am I?

Who am I?

These strings are everywhere

they cut me deep

sometimes I hate being me my dear

self loafing, depression,anxiety,pity,sadness

I hate it all

am I sick?

Do I need to be fixed?

Or is this normal for people to go through this?

Why cant I be straight?

Life would be easier

find a good guy to date..

to be happy with

but I dont see myself with a him

I see myself with a her

I hate it

I f*****g hate it!