my baby girl

Her eyes so wide and bright
Long eyelashes what a sight
Rosey cheeks turned pale and blue
My sweet angel I miss u!
An angel is excatly what u were
Blesses our lives for barely a year
U came with ease
Looking after u was a breeze
I keep thinking back to that night
How I wish I knew the end was near
That I would have to face my biggest fear
I knew it would happen,but I wasn't ready
I thought I was composed and in control,I thought I was steady
But then they said she was gone
I went back to the day u were born
The pain and the fear couldn't compare to when u left
It squeezes me,chokes my insides to think of u lying so pale as u took ur last breath..
My nights my days all evolved around u
The comfort the love the feelings I had,oh I wish u knew
U made me a mother
The love u showed me was given to no other
I stayed up all night
Gobbled my food just to hold u tight
Now I sit here all alone
While I wish u could just hear ur last groan
But I know tht u are much better off
Free from suffering pain and hardship..
Knowing u happy and seeing u smile,brings j0y to my heart
I'd do it all over again right from the start
My love for u ever so pure
Like any mothers but even more
U were so special,oh so unique
Even tho I knew I'd never hear u speak..
U were my baby girl and I'd shout it to the world..
I want u back I want u to hold
To kiss ur soft cheek I'd give a million a dime..
Just to see ur face and see ur smile,just one more time.. .. .. ..