This is positive.

Finding myself is hard but I will get there.

I’m trying to find tranquility within

But it’s my own identity I’m struggling with

The idea of being some kind of entity is so much

Harder when living with the enemy in my head.

All the idea’s I have around pride are

Circling around, leaving me wide-eyed and

I’m trying to not push it aside but,

The thoughts will all soon collide.

I know it seems like I’m just negative

Honestly, I find myself to be pretty competitive,

With myself I think I’m just hesitant 

To let go and attempt to be self-evident.

This is just one more attempt 

To search for a way I can accept

Who I am and what I can affect

On the way to find my own success. 

Reviews

[Becky]

Very thought provoking. We all have to grow and change, and it's hard to recognize that everyone around us is going through some of the same things. Good luck with becoming your best self.

[Bare trees]

It may sound silly but try deep breathing. Mind chatter can mess up the inner compass in a big way if we're on the wrong track.

I wish you luck.

[emily.c.]

change and the decision to grow and change is always positive, as hard and uncomfortable as it is. Great read.