December 30, 2015 // 12:42 am

something about tonight

my head and arm out the window

as we raced

reaching 90 down 44th

i felt a rush

a rush of adventure and bliss

a rush of happiness 

a rush of pure living

living in that moment

the other moments didn't matter

the ones I lived to regret nor

the ones I anxiously anticipated

for once in my life 

I had no obligations

no worries or fears

if just for a moment

I felt it

pure joy

untapped, pure, amazing joy

I was flying

for the first time in years I wasn't surviving

I was living

and it was glorious

unforgettable

Author's Note

you don't have to say anything, i just needed to document this