Spectral Silence

Silence is everything's suicidal deep inside no one knew.

I HEAR NOTHING...

but the frightening wall

of my heart.

I HEAR NOTHING...

but the deafening sounds

of my tears.

Remorse

and regret;

pain

and discontent;

DIGGING DEEPER INTO MY

SOUL;

STRIKING ME WITH THEIR

CLAWS;

BITING ME WITH THEIR 

FANGS;

As I...

stood...

drenched in blood,

eyes wide open,

repugnant.

My body trembled with fear, 

disgruntlement

and hate...

Trapped in this spectral silence

OF EMPTINESS....

AND DOOM...

  waiting for an absolution;

  waiting for an answer

  waiting for a sign

that the sun might come

and unleash its energy...

Hoping,

hoping,

Before I succumb

into a deep sleep.

Hope is only a wake's end.