Inception

Moved towards light, only further into darkness.

Slowly lost all clear mental state, 

Life is bland even cakes and ale.

Full of desperation, now my darkest time has dawned.

A conscious overwhelmed with guilt. 

Muscle memory from when I was ten

Both knee’s bent, drew two hands together, 

Closed sleepless eyes, and bowed my head.

Mind came to naught, unsure on what to say, why?

Never bothered to learn a Sunday school Prayer.

Began a narrow path, and snorted onto the wide path. 

Believed I was fine, inception grew day after day

Conquered my mind, then began pulling my strings. 

Judgement awaits, beg for mercy when I plead my case.