consume my life

read to find out

you have consumer my life

haunting me day and night

making me wonder why I am alive

you control me

all I can think about you

I try so hard to fight

its hopeless

you leave me forever afraid of being loved

you leave scars on my body

and scars on my mind

you make it feel like my life isn't me

you make it hard for me to walk alone

leaving me paranoid

you are the one who put the blade in my hand

and the pills in my mouth

you are the one who makes me purge everything I eat

are you happy with your self

you ruined me

you are the one that is making my wrist scream for more as I sit here

its you who is begging for bottles of pills

it all comes down to you

Author's Note

ignore grammar