thrown

thrown

A Poem by Adalia
"

sums up how i've felt the past few...months

"
have you ever felt
limp
useless

lifeless?

i can't bring myself to care
i can't bring myself to eat
i can't bring myself to mind my appearance

i can't bring myself to stop lying.

it's self destructive in the best way.

i lay in bed at night hating myself for not saying one thing, and mentioning another.
hating myself for the way i look
act
pretend

who the f**k am i

i don't know if other people
see me
falling

a  p  a  r  t

© 2011 Adalia


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Adalia
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strange ise'nt it. How the people closest to you don't notice. Nice poem.

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