Faith in Him

I'm being punished.

I knew it.

I haven't done my job properly.

He delayed my college graduation.

I can't graduate.

He gave me eczema, right on my sole.

I can't walk properly.

He gave me stress.

I couldn't sleep well, 

I've got insomnia,

I've got eating disorder.

I couldn't tell other people.

Because it's my job.

However, he gave all I need.

I'm surrounded by my colleagues

But how can I ever tell them?

I don't have that courage.

I'm too rusty.

Yet I need to do it somehow

This punishment won't over if I couldn't finish it.

It will worsen day by day.

I often questioned myself.

What if I couldn't believe in Him anymore?

What if I've lost my faith?

Reviews

[brian]

He gives the greatest Cross to His closest friends! You are blessed my friend.

[Howard Savage]

I read some where that the Lord chasten those whom he Love. Many times He is not punishing us, many times our decisions create our circumstances. Great write.