The Darkness Inside

Everyday is but a battle 

      between darkness and light

    though I fear darkness is winning

     I have no desire to ask for help

       though I have my concerns 

        for which I lean toward

       see I have a demon inside

        that I have so far tamed

    though it mixes me with curiosity

        and worry

         I fear of my thoughts

          - am I crazy -   

     - is something wrong with me -

   why is it that when I feel exceedingly numb

     my mind drowns in the depths of darkness

        thought it's not sadness I speak of

           but more of an evil 

 that lingers within my soul

      - AM