Questions?

I don't know if this would be considered a poem or not but I'm not going to change it because I don't know what to add to it to make it better right now I just want to hear what you have to say

Why did I have to fall in love with him again? 

Why couldn't it be someone else? 

These are the questions I ask myself when I look into his eyes and see my reflection staring back at me through empty space

I start to cry thinking why me and why him if only it were different if only I could let him go

 When I  stare into his eyes I see myself and him  forever

But I feel stuck in empty space when I'm with him 

So I gota say to myself don't tell me what,who, and why

 I did this to myself when I met him so I remember this feeling all too well

 I know I have to stop feeling this toward him or I will lose myself in him again

 But how will I stop this feeling inside from coming out

 I don't know but I'v gota try otherwise I'm going to be a zombie the rest of my life