Unspoken Words

for my ex.

Not only did I fool everyone else around me, but I fooled myself. I led myself to believe you were nothing but a memory, nothing but shaded red dreams. Torn apart and broken, many words were left unspoken. I said goodbye, and I'll say it again, even if we are nothing more than friends. Time has passed, you lost your chance, you still have words unspoken.

You were nothing but a memory, nothing but shuddered dreams. Time has passed, and here's your chance to have your words spoken. To tell me your lies, there is nohing more to hide. Do you love me or love me not? Those are the words that will always be unspoken.

I wish I could tell you these words I have no spoken, but they will only be broken. For it is not fear of regret, but fear that I may lose you. My true feelings are not an illusion, but are my words that will not be spoken.