Behind the smile

For the fact that i always smile does not mean am always happy....... I hate to make people around me uncomfotable just becouse of what i feel inside of me......... My smile is a veil i use to cover what is behind my smile, behind the smile is the pain, suffering, anxeity and hidden secrets. Behind the smile is the feeling of guilt and being a barier in the life of people around me............, am tierd of hearing them say "if not for you" "if not for you" without realizing the pain it brings me....... In all i smile becouse the love my Creator Has for me is greater than everything in this world.

Reviews

[Sufiya]

itz really a nyc piece

[SuicidePact.]

this drew me in by the first line and i can definately relate to this.

[BS Johnson]

Ha! My sentiments exactly! I liked it. I can definitely relate. :)

[OhNova]

Very nice, very relatable.