Stream of Consciousness

doubled up inside - i don't f*****g know what to think - i'm a mess -
everyone can see - no one gets what the f**k is going on - neither do i -
give me a reason to be - no not to be - okay just give me some reason
so that i don't go out of my mind - no no no nevermind - it's too late
for that - reciprocity is possible - this must be a mistake - it was
addressed to someone else - but what if? - i'm mad then - what was i
thinking - telling you those things - you changing the subject - yeah, i
wouldn't wanna hear that too - should i... - no you shouldn't! - a
trick of eyesight - those messages do not exist - will disappear with
the first rays of sunlight - and then the other one - miss you so much -
i can't love both, can i? - double games are not my style - everything
happens for the first time - i'd rather it happen sooner - brain space
is limited, ya know - however eye depth is not - blue or brown - take it
or leave it - i'll take it and leave to myself - you'll come on monday -
oh yes you will - be warned - i'll suffocate you in my embrace - or
will not - hugs - it's a dangerous place - it involves touching -
stroking - caressing - kissing - stop - breathe - uno, dos, tres,
quatro: you know i wantcha - ten...nine...eight...let's go straight to
number one.