Too far gone

A free verse poem that would be recited as a spoken word piece. About a family member's abuse.

You make me feel like a child.
Infant.
Toddler.
Free
Of any feeling that isnt
Mine.
You make me feel unwelcome.
Isolated.
Alone.
Withdrawn
From anything and anyone
Real.
You make me feel soulless.
Unstable.
Paranoid.
Scared of next time I'll see
You.
You make me feel triggered.
Post traumatic.
Depression.
Self harm,
And anything to keep me
Numb.
You make me feel worthless.
Alienated.
Judged.
Stupid
To a god damn
Fault.
You make me feel unloved.
Broken.
Empty.
Self conscious
About anything youve ever
Mentioned.