this is how i feel no matter what

This is about my ex jordan when we where dating its almost a year old

This may not be want you wanna hear but I really love Jordan  

and you cant stop me from these feelings that I have for him 

He is the best thing here that I have I never want to lose him 

He may not be the best in your eyes but he is in my we may not have much but 

I really do love him

Don’t you remember what’s its like to be a teen again and fall for someone like this 

I never knew what love was until I felt it with him he is the best 

Ill be with him no matter what 

Even if I have to run away I well 

I love you Jordan with all my heart I don’t know how this feeling started 

All I know is that he is all I want 

He is amazing and sweet everything he does gives me butterflies 

I can think of him and it make me smile 

He can get me to talk 

When no one can make me smile 

I know we haven’t been together that long 

And I don’t want to scare you away 

I just want you to know that the only way we can brake up is if you do it  

Bc I don’t plan on braking up with you 

There just to much happiness here that I don’t want lose 

I have never been this happy in my life 

I just want you and only u in the frozen waste land 

I don’t get it but everything u do makes me smile 

I don’t smile that much with anyone 

But 

I cant help but wonder why its me he wants when he can have anyone 

Sometimes I let myself over think I shouldn’t do that at all but I cant help it 

 But I do know is that I want him out of everything I have ever wanted 

I’m not going to leave this time I promise 

Your all I have ever wanted 

You’re the best thing that has ever happen to me I love you baby 

 

Author's Note

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