thoughts

my feelings came pouring out

You know I was never one for playing games

And honestly you’re being so damn lame

Cuz I know that you know one day I’ll have your last name

This flame ain’t going out anytime soon
So get up, let’s get going so I can sing a happier tune

You know we have something so special
Why you gotta go and make it so stressful?

Like hey, I’ve been open I like you a lot
And when I think of you I get so lost in thought
But when you leave you become

So overwrought with your afterthoughts you get scared and think “oh maybe not”

You haven’t admitted you’re so conflicted but with you the wind blows every way there’s no consistence

Or commitment

You always keep your distance just stop with the electrical resistance
There has always been a spark since the first night we met

You can’t deny this lucky roulette

 

I know you’ve been fucked over in the past

But this new change is a good thing I hope to be your last
And I’m just lookin for some positive feedback

Some reassurance that all of this isn’t in my head

Cuz you sure seem sure of this when we’re in bed

It’s so obvious we want to be together

But you cant come to terms with that cuz you’re so fair weather

I never know when I’m with you if it will be sunny or raining

The dramatic irony is so draining

But if it was a true reflection of what is inside

All the sky would do is cry

 

When I’m with you I know my feelings are real

But when you don’t call the next day I get scared

I don’t know what I’m doing wrong you make me feel so insecure

But when you hold me I feel so secure...

All I’m seeing are wasted opportunities

When I’m with you I wish I could explain

But sometimes I’m crossed with disdain

Cuz with this s**t that you pull my heart’s getting beat up

Please just hurry and man up or we’ll blow up and break up

It sucks cuz I’m so sure of this
And even willing to take another hit

Cuz babe you’re worth it I won’t find another like you, I only want you
So get control of your feelings and please just come through

Author's Note

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