1 Year

For the first time in my life, I felt I had to get home and write this down. I've written assignments, etc but this is the first time I felt I HAD to write. Here it is.

I liked you so much

But you didn't notice

Or just didn't care.

I knew you slept around

Who cares? I was still crazy about you

You were in my head, every night and day... I even dreamt about you three times in one night.

At some point you slowly started to grow more and more distant

Do you give up your new friends after a while?

Or was it because you noticed how much I liked you?

I still have to see you, and hear you every day

But you don't come to see me like you did before

And neither do I.

Hearing your voice and seeing you, but unable to connect

It was torture, all I wanted to do was to hold you, to kiss you

Only a few steps away... you were so close, yet so far away...

After hearing rumours for months I came to realise that you are the office s**t

Not with me, of course.

I was so angry. I really liked you, but you didn't care.

One day, I ran into you, next to the guy you are f*****g now

After the usual chit chat, I had to look you in the eye

I just stayed there for a moment and so did you, in silence.

Please, never make me laugh again

I couldn't take it

You are so funny, and beautiful. To me, you are perfect.

But I'm starting to forget. Please, let me forget.

Reviews

[G]

Some really great lyrical lines in here! Such a sad story. I can really feel how much you care, and how much you wanted her to care. How emotionally and mentally destroying it is to not be noticed, right?

[anonymous_proxy]

Thank you for your review. I know she could never make me happy and that I would only suffer by her side. But the heart wants what the heart wants, right?