What If?

imagine

What if I loose my sight

And end up blind for the rest of my life

What if i wake up

my hair all gone and now am bold

what if i lose my hearing

I cant hear voices nor produce one

And then someone change my name

start to call me that deaf girl

what if i loose my limbs

I cant walk anymore or use my hands

Am I gonna cry or thank God

Because atleast am still alive

What if i find out all I have 

Is one hour to live and do everything

Will I keep asking for more and beg with tear

Or I will say thank you I had it all

What if I believed there was one God

And was sent to heaven i find more than one

What if there was one god

and i believed there wasn't any

What if i found out i am not human

What if all human are living ghost

What if there is no life after death

What if after I die I became the person I hated in life

What if everything you do is right

will I choose bad things to be successful

Oh keep being a saint

to fulfill my living on earth

what if nothing matters

will i decide to have a lovely time

or keep on struggling

for bread and butter

what if no one loves me

will i run away and hide in the bush

or keep on loving 

no matter what i find