Ashley

This is about my most recent Ex

Happiness is what I hope you will find

and you meet the right guy

Thought it was me, but it wasn't our time

Still I’ll love you till the day that I die 

Took it to fast, should have been slow

Hang on tight or let it go

we can surrender and move on

be stubborn because we are strong

We can pretend that what we both know ain’t true

I don’t mind it and neither do you

Nothing to gain just something to prove

We can try this love again or face the truth

What's the point of a relationship

If every other day we gotta save that s**t

Ship has been sinking we both have been drowning

All the hatred that we been allowing

I don't recognized who I see when I look in my eyes

Trying to breathe but I suffocate, dying inside

Locked in a prison, believing that we would be fine

But i was just slowly losing my mind

I don't mean to be acting evasive

Im not even trying to be persuasive

No pictures of us

all because I had broken the trust

Miss the high that I got from your touch

Both of us felt an adrenaline rush

Co-dependent treated you like a crutch

My heart was stolen & brutally crushed

Question is will I ever know

What we we could have been before letting you go

But I need to walk this path alone

All on my own cause I need to grow

F**k, I'm sick of this

Feeling like a mother f*****g hypocrite

Made a lot of mistakes I gotta live with it

Find a way to let it go and be indifferent

Because-

Happiness is what I hope you will find

and you meet the right guy

Thought it was me, but it wasn't our time

Still I’ll love you till the day that I die