Its only a dream

Prescription meds can really mess with ones mind.

Wake up and im sinking

Panic sets in, No thinking

Where am I? Where is here?

Why am i stuck living this fear

Try to breath but theres no air

The feel of water being sucked in there

As the world fades to black

I find myself being drawn back.

My eyes fly open in fear

I realize its a dream thats no where near.

I close my eyes and go back to sleep

The bugs they are crawling all on my skin

sending my emotions into a wild spin

I try to move, not a chance

My body stuck in this trance

i feel them crawling all over slowly

covering me wholly

As they move up i begin to stir

I wake up, where im at is a blur

I look around to find im alone

Its early in the A.M. shown by my phone

Just another dream filled with fear

samething different day, different year.

I close my eyes and go back to sleep

Its you and me madly in love

This feels real, Well kind of

Some things just don't seem the way they do

One day you tell me 'I love you and only you'

Next, You're telling me you hate me, you're leaving me

I wake up to find out it was only a dream

Cause your not here with me

and alone i remain, for now i will be.

The alarm sounds, time to start the day.

getup, shower, then im on my way.

I wish i could close my eyes, Go back to sleep

The memories of you in my dreams i keep.