Trapped

Not wanting to be stuck where I don't belong.

You call it a hospital,

I call it hell.

You say they’re there to help,

I know they’re there to judge.

I've struggled enough,

So why can’t you see?

My life has been tough,

This is not where I want to be.

You say I’ll be fine,

I can’t be locked up this way.

I never thought this day would come,

I've suffered so long.

My heart pounds like a drum,

It knows I don’t belong.

You feel my scars,

I start to cry.

You hold me tight,

I can’t go now.

I've now turned into a number,

Shown in all the magazines.

Without my blades for comfort,

I break down to my knees.