Unknown future to carry on

random thoughts bout my path on life. good or bad I must continue.

Heavy puffs of air steams up from my moist lips
Rain drops slip down my face as tears
My fingers hangs loose twitching to the winds gentle breeze

Kneeling down I feel the grounds lifeless touch
The grass coils up my still fingers
As the Earths fragrance lingers into my lungs

Closing my restless eyes
Tired of looking ahead on this pointless path
Which road shall I take now when each leads to a endless dead end
Why does my heart refuse to awaken

Walking, straying off the paths of time itself
I see a shadow tumbling my opposite way
I looked straight into its squinting eyes
They seemed so alone you could say

I reach out to the trembling shadow
It pull away continuing its way back with fascination
as though it was filled with regret
a sense of loneliness ran through my mind

Looking back one last time
I felt that I should start walking
No matter where I travel
I will not lose myself

Just what kind of fate awaits me
I won't ever regret being born
There is courage within this dysphoria

Looking up now
The cerulean skies tears starts pouring down
Knowing somewhat of the path that lies ahead
The truth is scary sometimes
but I don't intend to give up

The day passes yet again as the moon shines gently upon my shoulders
reflecting and illuminating a path for me to walk in
Thinking now this restless night
If only the perplexing things could be forgotten during this journey

An unknown future awaits

Author's Note

forgive me, I suck at titles. I didn't know what to call it.

Comments neone? can't improve without critiques.