i lose myself a little there..

Ugly clouds clutter seeping blood out of golden rays

Fill up hazel eyes with oblivious reverie

Kaleidoscope of unrealized dreams run one after another

And I lose myself a little there to that obscure sky

 

Loads of gratitude lugged upon calls for favors in return

With scraps of hoax they condition mind

Yet you pursue to find the missing piece of the whole lie

And I tire a little there with cumbersomeness

 

Give a man something to believe in and worth living for

Not brattling gibberish like pebbles inside empty jar

Such that contravening thoughts bottleneck

And I lose myself a little there in that noise

 

They hark on rain to inhibit your smoke

When you try to burn everything and what each stands for

Lacerated you hold up on pedestal as they applaud

Silently I atone for their sins and pray for curtains to fall

 

Across harrows dug by mankind a sad breeze blows

Whistling the last words of a dying

It takes the crimson off the smile 

And I wither a little there and left forlorn