forever didn't last long !

he left a lasting shocking effect on anyone and everyone around him

How weird can it be
That yesterday you were with me
But today you are nowhere to be seen
Your soul has flown
Our time here had to say goodbye
But we will be soon together one day
Until that day my heart will sigh
I will curse myself over why couldn't I ever understand what were you upto
You kept on giving me hints
You kept on talking about death always
The reply to my goodnight was a goodbye
I will blame myself over why couldn't I notice this goodbye was meant for 'forever'
I will blame myself why I was not able to understand the deeper meaning of your thoughts
But genuinely I can't blame myself
As I never could think of relating something like this to you
It hurt when you went away
As I never knew that the last time was the last time I thought we had more I thought we had forever

But, ALAS! WE DIDN'T