Mega Bestfriends

I got a universe in my head

That's full of thoughts left unsaid;

And memories I don't want to remember

Because it will hurt me forever.

I was walking down the street,

Then someone bumped at me

I looked up and saw a boy

Who was a bit coy.

He kept on apologising 

But then he realised I wasn't responding

So he offered coffee

And thus ended up dragging me

We were waiting in line

I realised we were still holding hands

I was blushing

But then it was our turn in ordering.

I said hello

And he replied hi

I smiled at him

And he beamed at me. 

I thanked him for the drink

And guess what! It was for free

I told him I forgive him

Even if he did nothing wrong to me.

He's the ideal guy

Everyone likes

Yet he does not know why

He's the reason they smile

We were in good terms

Having late night conversations

It was fun

Because it lasted for long. 

Years passed by, 

And he stayed by my side

We were mega bestfriends

Though I hope it will never end. 

One night, we sat on the grass

And stared at the stars above

He said don't be sad

And in the right time, you will understand.

Later did I know,

He hid something that made me in sorrow 

A sickness that is yet to be discovered

As you can see he has no medicine to make him feel better

I hate hospitals

Especially the medicals

I see all white

And people who actually fight 

He stayed here

And we both feared

Of what was gonna happen

Because it was all of a sudden.

I fear medications

Especially injections and prescriptions

But all of this is done

So the pain may be gone. 

His eyes were scared,

But he pretended to be brave.

He hid it well

No on can tell. 

I pray

And I will stay

Because that's what friends are for

To be there for each other, whenever.

Here I am waiting,

Sitting in vain

Dreaming of all possibilities 

And impossibilities. 

When I was allowed to enter in his room,

All I could think of is his doom

But I tried thinking positive

Though it may be negative.

It was heartbreaking for me to take

Because his last words were not a mistake

"I know you love me. More than as a friend. And I do too

But we can't be together so I'll set you free and let you go."

I always believed in fantasies

But I guess we're not meant to be.

I had him at hello

And we ended with a goodbye. 

Reviews

[Hailey Juliet]

What a nice poem! There is some great simplicity in here that works to your advantage in writing a sincerely human and honest piece. I think that the title of the poem combined with the way you have written it is very effective because it has a fun feeling to it, despite the heavy emotion involved. You allude to the emotional investment in the relationship and the pain caused by not being together, but you don't get too hung up on sentimentality or sadness, instead this poem has a feeling of acceptance, if I read it right;) I especially liked your ending:

I had him at hello
And we ended with a goodbye.

Very well done!
Thank's for sharing:)

[A S P E N]

thank you so much :)

[Stan Lee]

Simple yet a beautiful love story. I like this poem. Thanks for sharing. :)

[Samantha Jenkins]

I read all your work, and this is my favorite so far. I really liked curse a lot as well.