Day #4

I should have went to the urgent care

Bukowski should have wrote a manual and titled it
“Read this when you feel like a f**k up”
I would read it front to back
Instead of touching myself under our sheets

I drive you insane
You made it clear
But, you do the same

I want to sever all ties
Run hand in hand away from this place
Forget my past life and turn a new page

I'd rather die lonely
Than die in someone’s arms that never loved me

Dissociating is best
When all alone
Did you know our ceiling has tiny circles with loops?

Bukowski should have been a millionaire
I should have done better
Regardless, we all have the same fate