Grief of Black

Loss

Death came with a two insulted intrusion in within days of week. incredible amount of stimulus, information, with a data smogged existential self consciousness. The mental input with a single death was stretched layered with another. Overload of overwhelming Thoughts, input with an inability of process or reflection upon incredible stimuli. Alone Wondering holding a strength, burying overloaded data, creating a crippling confusion in an effort to not have chaotic self reflections upon the inner soul. Blackness is a known lifestyle, proven, comfort and one can control the level of black deep in soot. Overloaded unbalanced, confusion prevailed to crippling empty soulless, absent awareness of begging red painted splattered over black chasing a light of an escape attempted effort.

loneliness, hatred, giving c**t of self furthering depletion of energy, knowing myself is needed for the energy spent. give and give the energy as a way of self punishment. everything existed is the the taking to others. living a dried well, depleted and giving the only pint of water, life, to others with self hated value. Death is welcomed. Envy the humans who take, love with absent empathy of others, purity of selfish acts of a society a costumed to privilege. This modern society is the end. Nearing an intellectual collapse, freedom, thought, creativity with an inability of love.

love is interesting, have never been in love. Men are forced to love to be societal projected evolution behavior. genuinely understood with years of solitude, an understanding, everyone is selfish, the humans mate, only with hatred, dramatic situations fueled from Social status driven likes, loves and attention. humans have evolved to be cruel, Selfish, self centered hatred driven species. isolation, lack of compassion, love, and connection.

the red splatter upon this black canvas has now dried in a metal acrylic grey Pigment. Left empty, dried out with Hatred, loneliness, Emptiness, with pooling red carpeted drainage.