Thank you for loving me

Where to begin from? Can the sun stop shining or can the moon stop glowing? Or can this universe stop existing? Same is my love for you eternal and everlasting, soothing yet so refreshing.  Your love is holding me in a place from where there is no escape. Places where I will get submerge in the depths of this eternal love of yours. You and me always make a perfect we, Thank you for loving me.  Your love has taken me on journeys I have never imagined could even exist. Your fragrance, your love, and your voice everything about you drives me crazy. You are my sunshine and moonlight; you are my shadow and light in every black and white. You are that tune I will never stop humming to. Sometimes I am scared of you, you know why? That’s because when you look me, I forget my own existance. Those look on your face, and that spark, ignites fires inside me. The way you look me, I can melt right at the moment. Your eyes are so toxic; the look in your eyes is enough to stop my heart from beating. I can give up all my prized possessions just for that one look. The way your eyes penetrate into mine burn me completely inside out. Who knew that a single look from this man could turn me into ashes?

That day when you hugged me so tightly, held within your embrace, Tears started to fall from my eyes. Those were the Tears of love and tears of joy. That day I realized that I don’t have to be perfect to be with you. I was amazed to see that how passionately you loved my brokenness. That day I fell in love with you all the more, I was mesmerized as how can you love me to such an extent, and such vigour, and with such madness. Your affection was making me feel weak, so weak, that I could have collapsed then and there; finally I guess I wanted that only. You held me all the more tight, as if sensing to what extent I was shattered. You held me so close, guarding and protecting me from every evil. Finally you imprisoned me within yourself, where there would be no escape for both of us. I sobbed and sobbed really hard, these sobs were of our inextinguishable flames of passion. It could have burned us both alive if we remained ignorant of each other’s love and faith. Thank you for loving me, this way.

 The way your lips mould into mine, the way your touch sends electric shock down my whole body, the way you do so much without even doing anything. The way you remove strands of hair from my face, the way your words do wonders to me. What do I say more your love is of a different kind it’s tenacious, rebellious and so impulsive it makes me forget everything else. I cannot distinguish between what is correct and what is not.  Nor can I imagine this world without you, or a world without your love, to live in such a world would be impossible for me to exist. When you say my name ‘Sugar’ all my sufferings end then and there this is the kind of magic you have with you, you remind me of so many things I wish existed. Thank you for loving me to such an extent.

Every time I open my eyes these dreams haunts me, that’s because he is  an illusion of mine, a dream. He had this unusual charm with him; I was terrified to touch him. What if he disappeared? And more importantly what if he doesn't?

Dedicated to him who doesn't exist. Thank you for loving me in an unusual and unexpected way.