To a RAM

Its a letter to someone I perfectly know in my mind.

To a RAM
one 3.26.11/4:36 am

I used to see you every morning as I go to school. i wouldn't care if I got late as long as I would see that red car you sat at the right side of the back seat at. Sometimes I presume you stare at me. Mostly I imagine you'd look at me and every night I pray you do. I don't really ask anything much. Just a glimpse and you already make my day I swear. I hope you've seen me. I hope you've dreamt of me. I pray you think of me. Perhaps in some other lifetime we will know each other. I promise to cherish it, if ever that time would really come. For now all I still so is look at you. And sad to admit that's all I could really do.

I'm sorry I like you too much.
I'm sorry I wish for a life with you too much.
And I'm sorry I couldn't look at anyone else for that so much.

We're totally different people I guess. You probably live the life I dream for me. You probably are someone I have always wanted to be. Still I'm putting in mind that it's a big world out there and it's a long journey for me before I reach somewhere.

I will see you somewhere soon :)