Mud

Where do I appear
Is it the darkest corners of your minds?
Why do I have hope?
I lay underneath the stars
An all lives
Theyll always look the same
Cause they are

The stars always shine always shimmer always fade
We may have diffrent luxuries different fates
Still the cosmos doesn't discriminate
Nobody gets out easy
Nobody lives life free
We dont know the meaning of unity
For the greatest challenge of humanity

It's beautiful the few compassionate views
It's enchanting the hand of love and morning dew
But I've never had the consistency
Why would I keep going?
To taste
To brush up to
To hug

Maybe I don't know it yet
Maybe I'm not opening my eyes
But tell me will you stand by my side
When the skys go black
When the shadows take hold
Will you bring me to life when my heart is stalling....

I'm tired of crawling
Being dragged through
Sick of being covered
Of fighting to breathe
Concealed in there lies
Oppressed by there false tears
Digested and spat out or feared
I know monsters and I know gods
I know angels and I know demons
We may all be in between them
But those creatures they came to be
Are all the fears anxieties depression in me

It will subside
I bottle it all
But it will subside
Cause I'm not the one who has to hide.