Heart Disappearing

'nother free-verse

I cried my eyes out,

called out your name...

You broke my heart,

you broke my will...

My old scars have new ones,

and now you're shedding tears.

You say you love me,

you want me,

but how am i supposed to believe that..

when you keep hurting me?

i love you with all that's left of my heart...

my mind is going blank...

always thinking of you,

always wishing to be by you...

always dreaming of you...

i can't breathe anymore...

You took away my breath...

gasping for air...

Finally i sleep... but i'm not free of you...

i cry in my sleep and i cry in my dreams.

my tears turn to blood.

My heart is crying inside me,

it's aching for you...

it's breaking apart and is reaching for you.

Then your arms are around me and tangle me up.

"Don't die," you whisper.

As if i were precious,

i could break if you touch...

but i've already shattered...

how can i live?

how could i?

when you don't think of only me?

i love you, don't ever leave me

please...

Author's Note

'nother life experience with the same person.