Cuting and pain

when I ust to cut my self and all the pain and all the good things that come after.

I am a writer who had so much pain,

 

I ust to cut my self to take away strain,

 

Strain from being lonly and sad,

 

My children were gone living with there dad,

 

They had to leave for a mistake that I have made,

 

I never in life thought it would ever be this way,

 

Cutting my self took away my pain,

 

From not having my children beside and being so far away,

 

They are my life that carrys me through,

 

When there not beside me I feel all to blue,

 

When i cut my self I dont know what to do,

 

Cause once you start it keeps to continue,

 

It continued till I could talk to my kids,

 

Or when I felt lonly and had no guidence,

 

I ask god to help see me through,

 

Help me stop this madness that the devil puts me through,

 

I struggled in life  for way to long,

 

That now I am glad my kids are home,

 

They are here safe and sound,

 

Cause living with there dad was hard for me,

 

Knowing the abuse he had a hold of them three.

 

 

BY: Belinda

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Author's Note

this is when I would cut my self but this is only half of the reason why.....

Reviews

[Kaelani]

wow i really like this poem is so good

[Kristopher L. Bageant]

very good write bee I am glad to see that things are looking better and up for you now that you have your kids at home.....You seem to be more happier then you have been in a long time keep up the writing.

[Angel's Lady]

I like happy endings...and I'm very glad you picked yourself up from what could have been a tragedy. You are a good writer, so something extra good came out of all that sadness, huh? Great write! Good job!

[Rachel]

I can relate to this even though Im only 15 still learning but Im very happy for u and your kids