the newsA Poem by findthelittlethingsit's never easy to learn about the news of a deceased one. this poem goes through the emotions of those first moments of loss.i never know what comes first; the
feeling of my stomach: tips
of toes dangling over cliff, until
the free fall into
the type of fire that molds knots into intestines, singing
flesh from inside to out. or
the breaking of my heart: blood
frosting over like winter, solidifying
pulse, before
slivers of denial run raged cracks through chest, shattering
before me on chilled tile. the
world lay still for but a moment: time
peeling away, nothing moves. mouth
gaping for oxygen, for life, for reason, but
nothing comes to mind other than “no”. reality
comes crashing back. storm of sick and twisted tornado: out
to devour all that is life, all
that is truth, all
that is you. heart
takes its first jagged beat: in
desolate world without
understanding, that
you are not here. that
you are gone. head
buzzes like firecracker: stumbling
on ‘why’. everything
spins so fast. where
is the hope for inaccurate communication? this
can’t be real. i
must blink twice, pinch hard, find
dead skin on lip and peel: blood
pools on tongue and swallow. it
is real. you are real. i am shattered. and
now you’re gone. forever. © 2019 findthelittlethingsAuthor's Note
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Added on January 2, 2019 Last Updated on January 2, 2019 Tags: death, grief, loss, loved ones |