Final poem 4 of 4

Someone who just killed them self

...Laughter...

 

I feel the pain leave my body

I feel the sorrow drain

It drips away into nothing ness,

 

It's as though i am nothing once aging.

NO PAIN

NO FEAR

All that is left is an empty shell

 

I lay on the floor with no purpose

No reason

Nothing

I am just empty

 

Tears don't fall from my face

Nothing is shown

No emotion

Just an empty shell,

 

The white tiles I lay on, no longer white but stand with red

My hair lays wild and in a mess

My clothes are winkled and look completly horriable

 

yet as i lay here

I have one last thougt

How will you see me?

 

When you walk into school

How will you see me?

WHen they report me dead, gone, another lost cause,

what will you say?

 

Will you moan?

Feel Sorry?

or feel nothing at all?

 

As death starts to form in front of my eyes,

I use my last breath and laugh

A simple laugh

I don't cry

I just laugh

 

I let the darkness take me

It's not scary

It's nothing I am not used to

 

Darkness

Is Darkness

I am darkness

I am what i am

And as i am taken away

I guess that you

Won't Say anything

 

For in the end truth be told

You never notice me

You never saw me

 

For to you

All i was

 

Was

Darkness...

Author's Note

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