So Tired Of Trying...

So Tired Of Trying...

A Poem by beautifulxevil
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Standing alone, alone in the night thinking this through

Where did I go wrong, what did I do?

All I tried to do was make you happy

I gave you so much I did everything you wanted, all that I could

All I asked is that you love me and I thought that you would

But all I get in return is hurtful words, like you don't even care

This hurts too much, almost too much to bear.

I cry inside it's like a disease eating away at my heart.

I want to tell you how you make me feel but I don't know where to start

Because everything I start to tell you,you just don't want to hear

And breaking your heart is my biggest fear.

I'm so very tired of trying, I feel like dying

Than live like this in constant emotional pain

I don't think I can last too much longer, my heart can't take all this strain

So please think about what you are doing before you say those words

They dig deeper in my heart, ripping it like swords

One more word it could be too late

Before you say those words that could end it all please...wait.

© 2011 beautifulxevil


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omg. wen i read this, it reminded me of how much pain i was in during elementry and middle school. this is really deep and touching

Posted 12 Years Ago


touching i love it !!:) nice poem !:)

Posted 12 Years Ago



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I am 27 years old, and currently working on my first novel, by the title of Sweet Nightshade. I write poetry, as well as songs and possibly screenplays. Writing has been my life passion and I am looki.. more..

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A Poem by beautifulxevil