My Depression

It's crazy how something that makes you so happy could just stop making you happy one day. It's crazy that everything that makes you happy can just stop making you happy. It's crazy that life itself can stop making you happy. This realization came to me just now as I put on a soundtrack from my favorite thing in the world, NFTY. It used to make me so happy to just listen to that music on repeat all day, but now it doesn't. I'm terrified for myself. What can make me happy if that can't. Can anything? This is just an example of my thoughts on any given day. I'm just me, my little upset self. How can I be happy. Will I ever be happy?