darkness I SEE

This is all about the darkness that we people sometimes try to embrace. But the greatest part of it is to snap out of it and see beautiful in everything that we feel around us...

I know that I have done some terrible things

terrible things that'd break the holy grounds within,

things that I did purely by intentions not by instincts

darker than the darkests that you could possibly imagine,

Look, I've murdered some hope and destroyed their souls

buried them alive so there's no "good" anymore,

a world full of haters and the hearts full of hates

ready to accept the evil and the darkness of fates.

Where the earth does spin but does not really function

there are no relations, I don't see image of the Sun,

Kill the hope and kindness because they're really all fake

they have nothing to provide you but everything to take,

wait, lets get back to reality and stop dreaming for a bit

was having a nightmare so I snapped out of it,

and there I see people happy and all spirited

the sadness and me alone, they're all in my head,

please give me some time, I need to be who I am

being others feels so cold, please let me feel my warmth,

but the real problem is; the world won't let me to

they start seeing me as a weirdo, I know they really do.

I never asked for happiness but for "no tears anymore"

but they now hate me more than they did ever before,

should I just walk away from all of the restrictions?

or try to be someone who will be the subject for historians,

part of the history and the real cause of  change

that's better than taking my life all of a sudden,

belief which I believe in, someday it will work out for me

not only me but for all the people that I know or even don't see,

each one of us full of mysteries, full of veils and covers

see the greatness in us, see the blooming flowers,

satisfaction flows in us through all of our veins 

learn to be as calm and patient in the heaviest of rains.

Reviews

[Laminators Dubai]

bit hard for me to understand but words working just fine my friend.
thanks for sharing^^

[Aethereal]

And so you must recognize who you really are, a flower perhaps. This poem is tapistry of introspection.

[Bimash Budha]

Thanks for the review ,Aethereal..and yeah each and every one of us is a flower..Really appreciate your review! Hope you enjoyed!!

[Aethereal]

You're welcome! Flowers do not want!