painfull thoughts

a poem about the dark side of mind

I feel like I'm trapped in my mind 

I think I'm falling into a depression

I want supression

But that's something i can't find

I try to plead with my demons

But they wont listen 

They just smile while their eyes glisten

So I smoke weed to control the pain

Everything is so black and white

They tangled me in chain so i cant fight

Insicurities backed by anxieties make me feel like im in exile

Life is so vile

Author's Note

It's my first poem so feel free to point out what i could do better or give me any advice
English isn't my first language so I'm not sure if all the grammer is correct