Endless Puzzle

This is written out of anger of how I have been treated in the passed and I have finally got it all down on paper.

I wanted to be strong.

I didn't wanna think about it.

All these people screwing me over.

I didn't want to feel that somehow they were right.

I didn't want them to be proven right again and again.

They never knew me. They wanted to know me.

I just closed the door and thought to myself.

 

I don't need them, but they surely need me. 

I want want to be known as someone who gets pushed aside

over and over again.

I could have changed.

I guess I knew the ship was always sinking.

I just didn't get to that.

I suppose I just got too tired of thinking.

I don't know how do solve this endless puzzle that was us.

 

I really thought I could trust in you. 

But I guess thats just overrated.

You were never true.

You were always false. 

Playin the games within my head against my knowing it.

Who do you think you are?

Deserving of attention? Yeah right.

I've resolved that... 

 

I don't need them, but they surely need me. 

I want want to be known as someone who gets pushed aside

over and over again.

I could have changed.

I guess I knew the ship was always sinking.

I just didn't get to that.

I suppose I just got too tired of thinking.

I don't know how do solve this endless puzzle that was us.

 

You might not want to mess with me.

I've got the power to take you down with one blink of the eye.

I am so over you and your trouble.

I don't need to be treated like dirt one more minute of this lifetime.

Just get out of my face.

Go cry to someone who acts like they care.