I dream.

sometimes I dream that I'm okay.

I eat dinner at the table

and let them play in my room

maybe she gives me the last brownie

then he will turn on the news

while mom holds my hand as we sit on the couch.

but then I wake up.

Author's Note

Inspired by the film Donnie Darko.

Reviews

[Brent]

Thinking about the good times can really put the mind in a healthier state. The dream in your poem is good in the sense that it brings temporary happiness. But, it's almost like a curse because you wake up to the nightmare of real life.

You convey the innocence and care-free days of childhood.

[brookey_renae]

An eye-opening interpretation. :) It also has to do with dissociating during depressive episodes, and how during those times, social interaction is more second-hand and like a dream; basically, going through the motions. Thank you for your comment!