Tears of today

she lays today at her end, i hold her hand until i wave goodbye, tears of sadness around the family as they stand together in hope for the best, mom and dad at their weakness point of their life as their daughter slowly passes away, tears from my eyes slow beat from my heart, as she is rolled away from me, a smile she gave as the doors closes and says i'll be OK,, thank you,, my life is full , i have many ones around me, I've lost many that they heard my voice, I've taught ones to smile again,,,, it is hard to see ones die..Sydney ( 24 ) Alice ( 45 ) susan ( 36 ) Ian ( 20 ) Tyler ( 8 )  steven ( 19 ) and today Michelle ( 22 ) i've held their hands , it seems that i can feel them as their not by me, sounds of their happiness that passes through me, its hard to know that time can end at a short notice, six angels fly next to me in hope to not join them, the power to give and to fight so a number wont be at my name, watching all them, learning what they have, what they gave to me,,, a joy to live,,, i sit and comfort the ones around to show their light is still there, with help by others joined by hand i wasn't expecting to loose Michelle at Kellie funeral, not saying goodbye to Kellie was hard on me, missing her hand to touch, to hold to pull her power for my sight to see, Kellie ( 27 ) known a short time but in her families life forever, walking alone and thinking, standing with angels above for Michelle & Kellie to fly with ,,, as i say goodbye with a smile, timeless truth arriving, the last resort for comfort, another chapter in my life, questions to answers and my donation to them, i will be open mind to whats around, listen to ones who see me, love the ones who don't know me, honor life to its end, unbreakable love, a quiet voice, a whisper of joy to all them, i'm still here to live what they can't,,,